It's two months since Tasha's death. Life has been on its way back to track. I have moved closer to my birth town. I've been having a renovation going on in my new home. It's finally finishing. Lilli, my remaining cat, has been in the care of my mom as I wanted her to have a somewhat stable place to live instead of furniture wandering around, huge piles of cardboard boxes and walls to be painted. I guess I could have her here next week.
I miss Tasha still so much. Today I read my last entry in this blog for the first time after writing it. It was difficult. I have seen some photos of her. It's been so hard to realise that I couldn't have imagined her dead before the year end. What did I do wrong? When should I have acted? It's useless. It doesn't bring her back. One can only think that it shouldn't happen again. Try to learn.
I have started to plan a new kitten to the year 2012. It's probably a Maine coon from the cattery I have written about earlier. But we'll see. I don't know whether I want to breed them, a pet level kitten would do if not. But I'm quite sure that a kitten is in schedule for the next year.
I ordered a new cat den for Lilli for Christmas. :) She has never had one, I'm a bit nervous of how does she find it comfy. She's been seeming a bit lonely, no wonder. She has never really liked dogs but now she has started to bend. The puppies are still a bit too much for her with all that enthusiasm, but there are situations when she's perfectly relaxed in their presence. That usually can't involve more than one puppy. ;)
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